when silence is more

there are things that are better left unsaid
truth that hurts
misunderstanding that can never be explained
pains that are hidden by laughters
lies
pretensions
guilt
and to yoU...
i love you
and when these words are not enough
and the pains does not fade away
remember that i never stopped loving you
you've been on my mind --- as always
and i as i kept on thinking about you
the excruciating pain hits more deeper
the sound of silence flew in
and i am again on the fantasy world
one day dreaming that you'll be with me
just mine --- and sharing it with no one else
mine --- and mine forever
and i woke up from my deep sleep ---
and realize that you were never there
you were never mine
so i have to promise my self
that this will be the last time i write something about you
do i have to suffer more?
i missed you and its been like hell
so i am now about to let go
just let go

--jet2