Barrel Heart

drained by the fact that I'm here all alone

feeling blue in this moment called cone

the distress and mix emotions are those that awaits me

fervently trying to find that simple little glee


as i restate this, not once as i tried

no matter how hopeless in vain as i cry

the truth hunts me like it never occurred before

the aches are still there, so painful like no cure.


and i start this crazy lil game

sharing faulty thoughts you must be tamed

starting this with just one quick roll

feeling in control with one stick from the pole


entering this with multiple thoughts i wanted to share

while listening to the silence of just one simple care

i wanted to shout just for me to learn more

deep, painful shuttering shout, almost just like a roar.


as i fall asleep tonight, its you who's in my thoughts

filling that empty barrel heart of someone who just lost

I'll bid you goodnight for now as i leave

tomorrows' a big day for me to live.