Sunday, May 24, 2009

What's Next For Me?

the great deal of life is just about to start, at least thats what they told me about it. today marked everything, the start of almost forever and the end of nothing.
as i rode the bus today and about to go home, i arranged all my things and set up the clean pieces of clothes which i will use for my travel. as i was in the bath room and the heavy cold water is pouring simultaneously on my face, i was caught off guard with some thoughts that i did not bother me for quite some time.
now --- school is over. the board exam is finished. and i am left with 3 months of ling wait agony for the result. almost 79 thousand took the local board and it would take longer to check the papers and compute the average.
and now, all I'm asking is this one simple question: what is next?
what is next for me now that i finished reviewing. what next for me now that i finished taking the boards. what is next for me?
i still don't know how to answer my question. i still don't know where to start or how to start life with out me going in the review center almost routinely.
the night before Belyn and i went home today, we traveled along the long road of San Pedro St. (located in Davao City proper) and moved on in the one lane road of Illustre (still in Davao) we actually saw our review center and took notice of everything and it seems like the world evolved with that one single thought.
the way we first went to Davao, the first time we rode a jeepney with out ate Jing, the first time we dine out and the very first time i slept on our pad and the dinner at Dimsum before that. those silly moments we thought would never come to an end.
my review classmates was great. i could never believe i would be able to know them. they were awesome at some point.
my reviewers who did a great and excellent job in teaching new things --- those things that i should have learned way back in college but i did not --- not because I'm a happy go lucky student but because, in college, i was just too lax and lazy to study.
the life stories of the reviewers who moved me and made me realize how blessed i am for having almost everything in life, almost everything that i could ask for. the real life stories that moved my heart and shed my tears. their own saga of battles in life that made them what they are now, a respected national reviewer.
as the song goes: "and now.. the end is near, and so i face, the final curtain"
whats next for me?
whats next for Mirthedle B. de Vera?

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