Down With No Clue

in the midst of doubt, i am in between
i love him first and he made me feel like a queen
and one sad day i woke up and he was gone
shattered and broke i was left all alone

if you'd ask me if i still love him
i would say that i still am
because i never stopped loving someone who's always real
though things had been bad and so not clear

i made a long sigh as i write this up
you came along right on the very stop
you stood by me though my mood swings like hell
with teary eye you look like an angel elf

he was there with his new life surrounded by new people
shattered and all, i left him too
i wanted so bad to be happy so i stick with you
not knowing that someday its you that ill be hurting too

i wanted to let go of the past and i wanted to move on with life
but i don't know where to start and what is right
behind the smile lies a weary heart i often tell
thats what you cant see, i can tell

i knew i loved him and i never stopped loving him
as i write this i knew i could be hurting someone else
i wanted to love you but you know theres so much missing between us
lost in words i don't know who to trust

if i can only savor this moment as i am talking to him
weary heart without a twist of a trim
its him that i love
but its you that i have.

how can i possibly make both ends meet?
thats a mere simple question that i could not greet
i love him. but i have you.
what will i do?

ill end this with one simple thought
ill clear things up with one simple clause
i wanted peace of mind so i'll let go for the two of you
lost, alone and confused --- im down with no clue.