geez, i have to write this as fast as i can, i have so much in my mind and i don't want to loose the flowing thoughts. well, i was about to sleep when i saw some nice pictures on the avatars of those who are listed on my yahoo account list. at some weird point, i saw this picture of a couple whom i know for almost a year or two. he and his current girlfriend has this very nice captured picture where the two of them are kissing. then it all turned up-side-down again... the picture was captured perfectly. well, maybe i because i know both of them and i can sense that the romance is there, pretty visible and undeniable.
Faith Dolon (a dear friend of mine --- who's also a certified blogger) thought about this stuff ages ago and i was like: we will just be fine, after all, having no man in our life doesn't make us less human. but still, why.. why.. why.. Delilah? why is it that when i see pictures such as this one, it makes me think of things like --- what the heck is wrong with me? why don't i have pictures such as this one? why is it that i have no man on my own? its been ages since the last time i read a love letter specially made for me. its been decades since the last time i received a sweet ILOVEYOU from a person whom i like and love (of course, excluding those suitors who thought they love me --- hahaha :))=)) silly them for thinking that way) and lastly, its been ages since the last time i received a flower, a chocolate, a kiss? waaaa am i being silly? or is it normal for my age (at 22) to fantasize things like this? it is more of fantasy? or... what do i call it? state of mind?
however, as stated in the Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, we humans need LOVE & BELONGINGNESS. of course i feel that ive been loved by a lot of people at some extreme point. ive been loved by my nanay, my ate's and kuya's, my nephews (who are all smart ass kids), my friends (cyber friends and real ones), but well, i cannot deny it, i need love from the opposite sex too. ive been single for the past 3 years and it is getting pretty boring. i get tired of dating and i get tired of flings and all i wanted now is the "real" stuff.
Faith and i talked about this stuff 3 days ago, she told me about this recent story from her personal experience, she went home from Mati for a trip (or whatever) and she said that: she saw this couple as she drive through the Mary's Woods at Mati City, Davao Oriental. as per her (Faith's) story, the guy took the hand of the girl and held her then they bowed and prayed, and Faith got amused and asked her self, why? why don't she have things like that? well, as a friend, i told her, it is a consolation to think that things like that are not bound to happen in our life, well, it will in due time, but not this time of the year, when both of us are thinking of growing our personal life in a more social manner and work comes first before pleasure. it sure did, she replied sadly.
but well, why... why... why... and WHEN?
Faith Dolon (a dear friend of mine --- who's also a certified blogger) thought about this stuff ages ago and i was like: we will just be fine, after all, having no man in our life doesn't make us less human. but still, why.. why.. why.. Delilah? why is it that when i see pictures such as this one, it makes me think of things like --- what the heck is wrong with me? why don't i have pictures such as this one? why is it that i have no man on my own? its been ages since the last time i read a love letter specially made for me. its been decades since the last time i received a sweet ILOVEYOU from a person whom i like and love (of course, excluding those suitors who thought they love me --- hahaha :))=)) silly them for thinking that way) and lastly, its been ages since the last time i received a flower, a chocolate, a kiss? waaaa am i being silly? or is it normal for my age (at 22) to fantasize things like this? it is more of fantasy? or... what do i call it? state of mind?
however, as stated in the Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, we humans need LOVE & BELONGINGNESS. of course i feel that ive been loved by a lot of people at some extreme point. ive been loved by my nanay, my ate's and kuya's, my nephews (who are all smart ass kids), my friends (cyber friends and real ones), but well, i cannot deny it, i need love from the opposite sex too. ive been single for the past 3 years and it is getting pretty boring. i get tired of dating and i get tired of flings and all i wanted now is the "real" stuff.
Faith and i talked about this stuff 3 days ago, she told me about this recent story from her personal experience, she went home from Mati for a trip (or whatever) and she said that: she saw this couple as she drive through the Mary's Woods at Mati City, Davao Oriental. as per her (Faith's) story, the guy took the hand of the girl and held her then they bowed and prayed, and Faith got amused and asked her self, why? why don't she have things like that? well, as a friend, i told her, it is a consolation to think that things like that are not bound to happen in our life, well, it will in due time, but not this time of the year, when both of us are thinking of growing our personal life in a more social manner and work comes first before pleasure. it sure did, she replied sadly.
but well, why... why... why... and WHEN?
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