Sunday, May 24, 2009

A Risk To Explain

"Mas madaling ngumiti kahit di ka masaya kaysa ipaliwanag sa lahat kung bakit malungkot ka"

who are you trying to fool by pretending everything's okay and alright though its not? was it you? or was it the people around you? you can fool others by faking a smile but you can never fool yourself, because at the end of the day, you can still find yourself curled up to bed, alone, sulking, crying. now tell me, are you still faking it?
since when did explaining become a mortal sin? people doesnt necessarily have to hear about your worries and how cruel your life is, those mellow dramatic events in your life. but isnt verbalizing helps one person cope up with stress? talking unloads burdens.
what if one asked you: WHY ARE YOU SAD? then you answer: I AM SAD FOR NO REASON AT ALL. what are you then? a mentally ill person?
would it help (even for a bit) to say: I AM SAD BECAUSE... however, the person youre talking to might not understood it well or might not get the whole picture for awhile but then he might possibly give you a slight light, a penny for his thoughts.
Are you not the one who taught me the value of the Gestalt Prayer? that one should not live by the expectation of the other. Are you also not the one who taught me that explaining wouldn't do us any harm and being vocally honest can then set all your worries free? that problems are solved because two individuals talked about their differences. should one hesitate verbalizing anger, it will lead to early death due to heart failure.
lastly, you are also the one who taught me the value of self expression. write it. vocalize it. explain it. IT IS A RISK EXPLAINING BUT AT LEAST YOUVE TRIED.
all people have problems. some are not afraid to show it. some are dying but they have accepted the fact that they are and yet they never loose hope... that there are still hope left for them. a hope that brings them a little spirit.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE STRUGGLING AND FIGHTING A HARD BATTLE IN A BATTLE FIELD. so be thankful enough that you are there, in front of your computer, typing on your keyboards, though aching atleast you are alive. some actually is there on the real scene on the heat of the war. some died without them even noticing it.

it will never easy going on your life pretending youre ok. as much as it will never be easy explaining to people your worries, and these people doesnt even give a bull.

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